Change.

Change? I guess at this stage of life, at this age, most of us are going through the transition period. Thinking of what should we be.

What is our main goal in life. And we start to make changes. 

Perhaps for some of us, as we decide we need to change? we fall hard, in order for us to fly high up with our beautiful wings.

Is it gonna be smooth?  Some may say there would be challenges. Yes. Take it like the bumps you have to go through before

To me, changing our covers are easier compared to changing our inside.Istiqmah with the way we wear wouldnt be that hard. Its hard. But there's something haaarder. Changing the type of music wouldnt  be that hard. Errrr I do have some loud inappropriate music. Errr.

The biggest challenge is to change the inside of us.

“There is a piece of flesh in the body if it becomes good (reformed) the whole body becomes good but if it gets spoiled, the whole body gets spoiled – and that is the heart.” [Hadith Bukhary]

Its like taking out  our flesh and wash and brush and put powders on it. You know, I'm in the early 20s. I have been living for  20 years.  This internal component is almost permanent. its part of us. And we want to dispose whats bad.

To Change, Requires haaardwork. Don't give up. You may decide to  change and firm on it, and ralizing the next morning you've just did the things you really3 want to stop doing (happens to mee  toooo often). Be mad at yourself for that moment, but never lose hope in His mercy. Ask for strength. 

In the midst of change. Construction in progress. InsyaAllah it will never end. To be His best slave, a good daughter, InsyaAllah one day a good partner to someone, a good mother,  and a good citizen.

Let's put His guidance as our aim. May Allah make ease.

P/s: I'm not good, far from it. But I know the pain of realizing that I'm soaking wet in the sins and did nothing about it. Ignorant fool. Nauzubillah.