Thursday, July 10, 2014

Surviving the life vs Living the life

In order to live this life, we need to survive.



Tapi apa la sangat masalah hidup kita, compare dengan si kecil ni. Tanpa orang tua, jalan raya; rumahnya, menagih simpati untuk makanan untuk survive, bukan untuk kenyang sampai tak boleh gerak. I wonder, lainnya childhood memories kita, kan? Dear boy, I miss you. seeing you smile made us smile.

Friday, May 23, 2014

This is my 3rd semester in London. Extra 1 semester.

Full of challenges and... good things :)

Definitely an eye opener.

I am 11 days away to my final exam, my one and only ACCA paper, my last one, hopefully for the last time!


Ya Allah please make our days easy... 

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

I portrayed my dream of my life beautifully when I was cracking my head learning finance.

What to achieve.


Yes. We can.  Biidznillah. Dengan izin Allah.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Forgive me

Forgive me, dear self. I am still figuring out how to be strong on my own feet, on my stand.

That day I stood up strong,  now I fell on the ground because of my own hands.

One day.

I will find myself. And hold it tightly.
And will never go back to the past.

Just to the future.

Nothing could happen without the Mercy of Allah.

Everything happens because of His mercy.

Everyone struggle.  Struggle to be better. Struggle with ourselves.

Just like the north and south pole of the magnet.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Wanted to post as little status as .... Allah knows best and segala kekuatan dari Allah. 

Teringat kata kata seorang ni. Bila kita nak express benda kita express kat twitter or kita secretly talk to Allah?



Habluminallah wa hambluminannas.

May Allah guide us all.

Homesick kali sejuta. Nak balik Wimbledon. *hentak kaki*

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Where is the love

For one moment, I wish I am studying medicine, at least i could treat those who are in pain in Syria, Egypt, and Palestine. 

My heart cried looking at their pain. Looking at the devil acts by the heartless human. 

Why? Why is this happening oh dear smartypants. 

Forgive us ya Allah. 

confused on what we could do...#
The least we could do now is pray, pray for them, and stop contributing to the body who are in support of this devil. 

Hasbullahu Wani'mal Wakeel. 
Allah is sufficient for us. 

and to Him we Surrender. 
Allahuakbar. He is the Greatest. 

Show us The Light, ya Rabb. 

Friday, August 23, 2013


All of us has gone through the bittersweet of life. Sometimes we wish we could just flush it down the toilet,  and move on with life.

Truth is, life is not that easy. Unless you had a concussion or permanent brain demage, nauzubillah.

Well, let's take it this way, let's just accept it as it is. Let's take it as something that has made us today. Even if someone else's brought back the story, we could just be cool about it and smile.

Thinking, yeah, it's in the past, and I'm okay with it. Without having a hard time wishing it never happened. Or wishing we were wiser, back then.

It's okay, things are alright and it will be better.

Well oh well, life is an ongoing learning process. We need just be open to accept our mistakes and be wise enough to notice our mistakes.

Love yourself. Xoxo.